You know how music really talks your soul? How it expresses the thoughts and feelings you encounter day in and day out, the feelings that you never could figure out how to express?
I have been kinda absent from this page for a while. Partly due to an insane schedule trying to balance work, health, personal life and Spaceman. But mainly because I didn't know how to express my thoughts, How to say and even define my feelings. I have found my catalyst for expression. It came in the form of a song. A song by none other than my favorite artist: Jimmy Eat World. The song being "Heart Is Hard To Find". The song talks about feeling shut out, being replaced, being judged. It talks about doubting things you believe, fearing things you know are right. Taking ahold of your life even though it's the scariest thing you have ever done. It talks about taking new steps. Trusting, taking that leap that you know is in front of you. After being punched in the gut, and told how much you are not worth the song talks about getting back up and Jumping. Jumping with the faith that that something or someone is there to catch you. How life is easier when you have found that heart you have been looking for. How finding that heart, the heart that is in turn searching for you how it will ease every burden and and bring the light and happiness that we yearn for. I Found it.
